Two years have passed
I’ll never forget the day
Someone rang to tell me
That you’d gone away.
...The hurt is the same
...Like an open wound
There are days
I don’t utter a sound.
Some days the pain is stronger
It makes me sick and weak
I can’t stand this much longer
I just sit here and weep.
I’ve shut my private door
And let no one in
Locking myself in a box
They try, but I won’t give in.
You were like a rock
Strong, faithful and true
What worth has my life
Now I don’t have you.
...I was your first born
...Daddy’s little girl
I took my own path
But was still part of your world.
I was not the best
Guilty of neglect
But you know daddy dearest
I had so much respect.
I always loved you
My dad, my star
Now my pain is
To worship you from afar.
I love you now
As I did back then
I just hope... one day
I will see you again.
...I am so proud of you
...Brave and strong to the end
Now when asked “how are you?”
There is no need to pretend.
I love and miss you so much, sleep well
and take care of all who went before you
Forever in my heart x x x x x xSee more
Rebecca
18th January 2011